My oldest brother was in this state from when he was 14yo to almost 30. He was probably under the influence for over 10-12 and then fighting to get off. I could never deal with his demon, it was scary and outlandish for me, since I had all my shit together, and honestly, he behaved like real demon. For all I can remember, I avoided him. He ultimately developed an insane hatred of me. Dirty dealing in my back, orbiting my friends to whisper shit, stalking me on the internet. The latest years were definitely hell.
He tried to off himself and my family went bonkers. Everyone got s1ck. We may never recover... this entity you speak about it. I know it damn well. I might come back to listen to your story.
My oldest brother was in this state from when he was 14yo to almost 30. He was probably under the influence for over 10-12 and then fighting to get off. I could never deal with his demon, it was scary and outlandish for me, since I had all my shit together, and honestly, he behaved like real demon. For all I can remember, I avoided him. He ultimately developed an insane hatred of me. Dirty dealing in my back, orbiting my friends to whisper shit, stalking me on the internet. The latest years were definitely hell.
He tried to off himself and my family went bonkers. Everyone got s1ck. We may never recover... this entity you speak about it. I know it damn well. I might come back to listen to your story.
The brain is not one's enemy, but certainly isn't ones
best friend either.
I hear ya man.
He's not talking about doing it now, he's recounting his experience beginning in 2020. Reading comprehension is in the toilet these days.
Don’t do it.