I’ve got an Ice Cathedral in my mind. I built it to keep me safe and WHOLE, when I was very young and losing my mind. The Inner Sanctum of my Ice Cathedral saved me from schizophrenia, protected me when I buried the ones I loved most, allowed me survive on the STREETS and retain sanity. Every time I leave it - every SINGLE time, I am gravely wounded and must excise an essential part of myself in order to survive. Its getting so that there is very little that is recognizable as the boy and man I was in the past. I’m very much becoming ZARTAX - and this makes me AFRAID even as I lose my ability - due to aforementioned excision - to be afraid at all. I’d ask your (and GOD’S) forgiveness. I love everyone here very much - THAT is what keeps me going sometimes.
Lots of support and love outpouring from the community towards you. Remember what I mentioned to you a few days ago RE: Eternal Return. It holds true today more than ever.
The Kingdom of Heaven is within YOU
And YOU as well, Brother. GOD be with you, and protect you, as HE has protected me
Hope you are well. Much love T777 <3
I'm WELL. TY my guy - got LOVE for you too. Believe THAT
"FORWARD" IS THE BATTLE CRY!
Indeed, my FREN,
KEEP GOING
I will. I will because YOU and the rest of our MOB has given me the STRENGTH to do so. I owe you my life
We love you too holmes
TY
Lots of support and love outpouring from the community towards you. Remember what I mentioned to you a few days ago RE: Eternal Return. It holds true today more than ever.
Doubtlessly. TY my guy